too busy

constantly thinking of sex and murder to really update with much.

been done

i actually got some writing done yesterday.  even while watching dexter on tv.  i’m currently writing my second ending but i’m stuck on the part before.

and i need to pick a nice sex toy to use as a surprise for one of the characters.

xx

dreaming

of a nice

big cock

moving

in and out

of me

 

feeling it

inside

burning

and sissling

within….

busybusybusy

trying to be creative.  it is a very hot 15 deg c.  don’t know what to update with.  i haven’t even looked at the novel in a few days but today is quite busy so maybe on sunday – definately monday.

do you think that you can accidentally kill someone??

in so much pain

I am definately allergic to some type of food.  I just need to figure out what.  Either wheat or milk? Probably the most likely. But it seems weird that I can have chocolate and be fine, but when I have a latte I tend to burp quite a lot.  So that leaves wheat.  Which is in practically all the food I eat.

I’ve decided to wait until Xmas to get a sex toy.  As a treat for myself.  And because we might move again.  A dildo could be difficult to hide.  I want a really nice thick dildo.  A gorgeous shade of tanned skin.

My novel hasn’t been looked at in a while.  I want to get back to editing it today.  Since my momma’s at work I have all day to just rest and work in the quietness.  My stepdad is home but he will probably just fall asleep out on the balcony.

going to try

and make some gorgeous sexy erotic poetry or maybe some short stories.  my mom will be starting her new job tomorrow so I will be mostly alone all day.  I should be able to get lots of writing or cleaning done.  Writing is more likely than cleaning.

It is very windy outside right now.  It’s not really cold but the wind is very strong.  But this city is nickednamed Windy Wellington.  And it seems to be raining aswell. 

I dyed my hair a gorgeous shade of red today.  Didn’t leave a single drop of dye anywhere in the bathroom or the rest of the house.  I even washed the towel straight after.

Still thinkinh about what toy I should get.  I might buy something in a couple months.  I want to make sure that we won’t be moving to another place. 

I’ll put another update up tomorrow.

starved for sex

I think I am starving myself of sex.  I have no toys to play with. I need to wake up a few of my muses. They’ve been quite lazy in the last month.

Injured

just a quick little thing

still working on my erotic horror novel.  on draft seven and the whole plot lines are developing more and more in my head.  which has to be good.

i will try to get back into the editing/rewriting frame of mind for next week.

sex collections

Since lulu.com is impossible to buy from I took the collections I had for sale there down. 

Sorry, you’ll have to go to various websites that publish my erotica poetry to read any.

Sex

I think my cold is over.  If it was a cold.  I have new allergy pills for hayfever and so far I’ve been fine.  I haven’t been on the internet for a few days, but I don’t have much to catch up on.

I have three possible endings for my novel.  I don’t know if anyone should die, but I want the best ending possible.