Routine?

I hate routines but I really need them to survive. I need to start working on the new ending for my novel. I started this one about a year ago, and still can’t get a decent ending.

I hate endings that leave lots of unanswered questions and just ‘end’ so I am trying to stay away from that. Those types of endings are too easy.

I also have to figure out how to kill a few people a little better than I right now.

I’ll keep you updated.

still alive

i have no idea when my last blog post here was…
i have been busy writing and re-writing my first novel. and thinking of new ideas.
and starting up a new non writing business online.

been done

i actually got some writing done yesterday.  even while watching dexter on tv.  i’m currently writing my second ending but i’m stuck on the part before.

and i need to pick a nice sex toy to use as a surprise for one of the characters.

xx

Promise

I will get some writing done today.  I don’t have anything else to distract me.

I thought that I should get that sex toy earlier than Christmas.

But what type?

What color?

Size?

Hmm…

so much to think about.

Oh Baby

SEX is stuck in my head.  I can’t find a way to let this tension go!

And I’ve been extremely busy with something else.  I seem to be getting a little crypic.

Need to get back to writing my novel and work on some poetry.

It’s my stepdad’s birhtday, so him and my momma have gone out for a romantic meal.

wet sex

i had a blood test today and i’m still feeling a little weak. need to have some chocolate soon.

i still haven’t edited any of my novel. way to distracted with games and the internet. i need to write some more poetry and short stories and actually submit them to magazines!

in the last four months i have lost a little bit of weight.  i’ve been eating more than i used to, but we have been walking everywhere!

Stuck on sex

I am completley stuck on my current WIP.  I have no idea what should happen next.  The MC’s are hiding in the attic of some house while some baddies are trying to kill them….

 

I need to work on a hot little freebie for you.

 

Gia

vampires and theives

tomorrow i am going for a blood test and the evil nurses will be stealing some of my blood. i actually like watching the blood squirt into the vial.

i actually might just get round to editing my novel tomorrow.  we have wireless internet and i’m finding it difficult to get away from searching websites and playing games to actually doing some work.

in so much pain

I am definately allergic to some type of food.  I just need to figure out what.  Either wheat or milk? Probably the most likely. But it seems weird that I can have chocolate and be fine, but when I have a latte I tend to burp quite a lot.  So that leaves wheat.  Which is in practically all the food I eat.

I’ve decided to wait until Xmas to get a sex toy.  As a treat for myself.  And because we might move again.  A dildo could be difficult to hide.  I want a really nice thick dildo.  A gorgeous shade of tanned skin.

My novel hasn’t been looked at in a while.  I want to get back to editing it today.  Since my momma’s at work I have all day to just rest and work in the quietness.  My stepdad is home but he will probably just fall asleep out on the balcony.

Sex

I think my cold is over.  If it was a cold.  I have new allergy pills for hayfever and so far I’ve been fine.  I haven’t been on the internet for a few days, but I don’t have much to catch up on.

I have three possible endings for my novel.  I don’t know if anyone should die, but I want the best ending possible.